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Sun Jul 27, 2014, 1:44 PM
Before 21 days ago, I was feeling terrible. I mean, I was hallucinating a lot, I felt so depressed I didn't want to do anything, I cried almost every day/night, I'd feel nothing sometimes, I tried killing myself on separate occasions, I felt like I was splitting into different "people" because I had numerous voices in my head etc. It went on for almost two months and I considered getting help, but I improved dramatically after I began dating my boyfriend. I still get pangs of feeling so detached from everything and it takes me awhile to process things that have happened though. But I'm usually happy. To be honest, I don't know what that was that I was feeling. Was it normal? Or was it something I should still seek help for? What if it comes back? It slightly worries me thinking about it. I had a mental breakdown, or whatever I consider as one, two years ago where my symptoms were very much like they were this year but worse. However, my hallucinations were...unlike any other year I've had them. One night they just happened for over an hour long. I couldn't move. 

So I'm not entirely sure what to do with this information, and I have been told by someone it's a phase, but more people have told me to get help for it at the time....



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I am a youth poet that has been professionally published before in The Artistic Muse and Off the Coast. I plan on publishing my first poetry book sometime soon.

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BloodshotInk Featured By Owner Jun 26, 2014


Thanks for reading and for faving my work! I really appreciate it 

LavenderHyuuga Featured By Owner Jun 26, 2014  Student General Artist
hiiiii :glomp:
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Thank you very much for the favorite. c:
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Happy (really late lol) birthday!! =)
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